Yet the pleasure we partake in; was caused by the fanged grin

FOR FUCK’S SAKE. WHAT THE FLYING FUCK.

I fucking hate this first glance “she comes off as a quiet girl” type of reaction that people get from me, especially from my facilitators. Is that such a determining point in one’s ability to do well – how loud and how often one speaks? They only see me around 4 hours in the whole length of the day, so it does get hard to judge someone in the little span of time, doesn’t it? After all, they’ve only gotten to know me for a short while, so how much can you get to understand how someone works in that short span of time?

I’M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF NOW.

I feel so undeserving of this. But it’s far too early in the game to tell, and I’ll prove it to fuckinposhexjournos.