Yes this is the life and all that crap, hm? I’ve just completed my MT O Level Oral Exam and I think I did quite well for my standard you see. So naturally I would feel like I’m on happy gas! But of course, all happiness of mine will always only last for a short while only. Let me lave this moment! Let me touch it from the tip of my fingers, breathe it in deeply and savour it’s wonderful scent!
And guess what? I am in love with the song Andrew sent me as well - Pearl Jam’s Light Years! I love the expressiveness of his voice in the chorus. It makes me want to weep in joy and delight. Speaking of joy and delight, I am thinking of visiting New Orleans, Louisiana one fine day in the near future. I have read accounts of the Vampire Lestat tempting me to walk into the fog at around 4 am to witness exactly why Anne Rice says don’t go walking around the New Orleans fog at the early morn. Probably I’d bump into a vampire, no? It would be nice. Total Absolution! C’est la vie once again!
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LOOKIE!
CLICK IT, YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.
A/N: There’s no pr0n, duh.
A/N: Curious? Just click the links provided.
A/N: It’s got everything to do with vampires.
A/N: He’s supposed to be hot and in a realist style of paint but I’m just an ordinary untalented 16 year old young woman and I couldn’t achieve it. MEH!
A/N: I’ve yet to work on the blood at the top, though. It is flat. Flatness is “teh suckness”
The much anticipated…
Mm. Sloppy vamp you! ;p
Chocolate-esque bricks. Actually impasto.
Close up of buttons/cuff links etc.
Little pooch. (Actually not so little. Supposed to be a mastiff but I don’t know how to draw mastiff dogs. Meh.)
Save this picture, then zoom into the eyes. See two colours.
One last look.
My other classroom mate’s canvas progress. I’m done. Just touch ups left!
Postscript: I love my phone. *hugs it*
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On Saturday, I went around the area in which I live, and took some pictures. My parents own a mini garden and there are a lot of nice-looking plants and flowers – and the park behind my flat has a very nice view in the evenings.
Das lieblich!
It’s like a forest behind my block, lol.
Some unknown flowers growing from the cement cracks.
Some hibiscus.
Some very nice-looking flowers (growing from the cement cracks as well).
The grey sky.
The sunset.
My favourite picture of the Singaporean sky.
This is the view of my bedroom window at nacht/evening.
Last but not least a picture of yours truly. (My hair is longer, I’ve noticed!)
And feeling much better at that. I finally regained my wits and decided that I have no mind problem. Damn my overactive mind, certain times. I acquired another nifty gadget yet again – the Sony Ericsson k618i.
Here is the view of my bedroom window:
That is a construction site and DPS. Ich verabscheuen das Idee von construction site marring the view of my, well, window view. Nevertheless, I love the sky in the twilights. I feel like taking a picture of the sky bathed in purple blue light later on this evening. Ah, the simple pleasures. Watching the sky, being awed by its natural beauty. Lieblich.
Mm, dieses ist das part where I want to purr in seductive delight and caress a certain someone’s face, a half-smirk playing on my lips.
And this is the part where I would grin broadly and say, “Welcome back, me.”
These few days… well these few days I have not been quite myself. I usually have a splendid memory of all the ongoings in my life. Yet, I keep forgetting certain things that I should already know in my heart, and I keep neglecting certain duties. Now, I am the type of person to do things quickly and finish it as soon as possible to create less problems in the future. I don’t know what the problem with my body is sometimes, it’s like it has a mind of it’s own and these times I may be conscious that I need to go do “Job A” but no matter how much I will my body to do it, it is still doing “Job B” and it is so fucking scary sometimes. It’s like something else is possessing me to do otherwise! I wake up every single morning, feeling I DON’T KNOW WHAT THIS IS, , WHAT I AM DOING AT ALL, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO BLURRY, BLEAK AND FOGGY! Whenever I go and attempt to consult this to more spiritual persons, my mind goes blank and instead I keep quiet, which is so unlike me and then there would be just an empty void and just then, my cousin asked me something which I could remember – it is in my subconscious mind – but I couldn’t remember it! And after a few hours of thinking hard, then it would come to me, and I’d be like, why could I not remember it before?
And now, now – I feel another blank coming into my mind yet again. I think I’m going to take 4 paracetamol pills… hopefully I can go to sleep without those odd dreams again.
